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Friday, July 21, 2006

well a lot has happened since i posted last. i had another interview at a school in NC. this one seems really great. the principal was fun and i interviewed with 3 other people. as before i felt that this one went really well. i answered all their questions and had a few of my own. i even took a tour of the school. walked around and looked at everything. i was told when i left that i would be notified by the 20th whether or not i got it....well it's now the 21st and i havent heard a word yet. not even an email. i don't get how schools don't call me back. even just to tell me i don't have it. instead of this waiting around stuff. it sucks. and everytime my cell phone rings my heart jumps a little and i hope that its the school. but nothing. i hate waiting.


Friday, June 30, 2006

Does anyone want to go on a road trip with me?!

cuz it looks like i am going to be heading back down to NC for another interview and flying will be pretty expensive so i want to drive but not by myself.


Thursday, June 29, 2006

wow where to start.
this week started off so great. i came home from eun's on monday after spending an incredible weekend with her and her family and her friends. so i get home and chill out the rest of monday. and tuesday was my first day back to work. i get there just as the truck pulls in. so as usual, i start working on it. scott (new manager) asks me to put away the freezer order first...i'm like ok whatever...but i don't work that way. i have my schedule that i go by. but i went in after i got some of the dairy done and put away most of the frozen order. then i work on the beverage. whatever. not important. scott is acting really weird. not really saying much to me the entire time i was putting them away. so orders are done. its 6, i went in at 1. he asks me to come outside for a second to talk to him. i say ok whatever, seems a lil weird. i go outside, and jim (scott's little butt-buddy) is out there. which again i thought was a little weird. so scott starts on his little tirade.

now heres a bit of background info. scott is the new manager at stewarts. i agreed to come back and work for jamie, and then this scott guy comes in and changes the entire back room. now to you it may not seem like much but it was where i worked so i didnt like it too much.

now back to his tirade. he starts out saying that last week i rang myself out for 4 half gallons of milk. now this is something that i have done for 4 years. no big deal. i also had 2 milk cards which have been accumulated for awhile. so i used those as well. then i said bye to everyone and left out the back door. now apparently scott didnt like this. as he said that i broke company policy and violated the discount rule. and that he would not stand for it. he said that it was grounds for immediate dismissal and that i was terminated effective immediately. and before he fired me he also said that he has been here 2 weeks and ive been here 5 years. and in his 2 weeks he said i that i was only there for myself and that i showed none of my coworkers respect. well first of all, i don't show him respect because he hasnt earned it yet and the same went for his little cronie. and then just before he left he said that one the way out i was not to talk to anyone. so i left and laughed the whole way cuz it was ridiculous.

then i get home and call jamie. my old manager who was fired. i talked to him for a half an hour. then i called jake. talked to him for 15 mins. and called the store and talked to hozzy for a half an hour. now apparently, when i left, scott called hozzy out back and asked to talk to her. he told her that he had fired me for discount reason that i said above and she was like "are you serious? i did it the other night are you gonna fire me now?" and he goes well no. and then she asked him if he would have given her a warning and he said yea. so she goes again, why didnt you give brett a warning? and he told her that she was more of a team player than i was. WTF, i have been at that fucking store for 5 years! 5 YEARS! thats a quarter of my life. thats sad. and this new douchebag has the nerve to fire me when i know more about the inner workings of that store than he could ever know. that store is going to fall apart. and i'm not trying to brag or anything like that, but without me in the back, it is gonna fall apart. no one will want to do the orders, scott is going to end up doing them all by himself.

AND to top it off, i still havent heard anything from north carolina. i really hope that they are just doing background checks. and that it is taking awhile for them to clear because this is crazy. and its driving me crazy. crazy, crazy, crazy.

i just wish everything from life would fall in place. now is when im supposed to get things on track and start my life. but now everything is fucking up. i really hope it clears up soon. because right now the only good thing i have goin, besides not working, is eun. she is always trying to cheer me up. she is such a genuine person. and i really love her. love, that is a really strong word. and after psychobitch...my feelings for eun are so much more. i dont know if she feels the same way. its so hard to get a read on her, at least in that aspect. i mean i know she likes me. but idk if the feeling is as strong. i guess we'll see.


Monday, June 26, 2006

what a weekend. i had an awesome time. started out driving to gilboa for their graduation on saturday at 10. stood for an hour and a half watching the seniors graduate. saw some of the teachers talked to a few for a little bit. then i left and went to margaretville for their graduation at 1. met her family beforehand (at least her mom and her brother) and nathan  is so cute lol. haha then the fun began.

afterwards, we went to the church and had eun's grad party. had some food, and hung out cuz i was pretty tired. i met a whole bunch of her friends and teachers. it was a great time. then her friends showed up and man they are crazzzzyyyyy! but fun. we all hung out for a while. ate a lot of food. then once everyone left her party, helped clean up and went back to her house. hung out some more, relaxed, took a nap for an hour or so. then i ate something and drove eun and her friends, and after picking up chanice, drove to claire's graduation party. haha now this was a good time. even tho i was 3 yrs older than these ppl, it was awesome. sat around, drank a little, talked, hung out, sat by the fire, etc... then we were all hangin by the fire, and eun was a bit ..... drunk lol, as were her friends, at least most of em. it was really funny. i laid on the ground next to eun lookin at the stars, it was really great. she passed out for a little bit, and i had to move my car and i come back and she had thrown up. hehe so we were all helping her out and we finally got home at 2:30 or so. got her into bed, and i had to watch her friends downstairs so they wouldnt make too much noise lol. then yesterday we went to the cheese barrel in the rain and had some food. and hung out inside since it rained alllll day. played some scattergories. watched will and grace. watched monty python. it was soooo fun.

then today, her friends left around noonish, and i didnt want to leave. pushed it off as late as i could. didnt want to leave eun. :-\ i miss her sooooooo much. i have to plan the broadway trip asap cuz i want to see her again. she's sooo wonderful.

o and in case you were wondering, i havent heard a single damn thing from wilmington i hate waiting. i'm gonna call them tomorrow to see what the status is.


Wednesday, June 21, 2006

hey.. :) picked a layout for you and uh put it on. :) enjoy your favorite character, mister.

-eunsol



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